A bit of self reflection

I’ve been analyzing my friendships a lot lately. I’ve never had any issues making friends. I can talk to anyone and can usually get anyone to talk to me. Obviously this doesn’t mean that everyone I talk to likes me, or vice-versa. Lately I’ve noticed that it’s easier for me to talk to strangers than it is to talk to people I know. I just haven’t had a lot to talk about. The last few years have been long stretches of mundane life, doctors visits, with the occasional coffee date and fun meetings with strangers around the world. When I travel I feel the most like myself. I feel the most myself around people who don’t know me, I feel safe. With my “answer honestly when asked “how are you?” policy”, I find it’s hard to come up with something positive, lately. I’m worried I’ve become somewhat depressing to talk to. I would just rather talk about you, because I don’t have anything going on. Do you feel like that sometimes, like you wouldn’t want to talk to you right now? If you’re down for some pissed off banter, I’m all in! I’m tired, bored and feeling like I’m living a “groundhog day” of a life. I want change, I need something new, and I’d just rather talk about you.